Hello, hello

Hello :)

So in the last hours of before school begins and going into year 11 I must say I am this is going to be an interesting year. I'm finally a senior! One of the older kiddos :).

Things I'm looking forward to this year:

1. Driving ! I'll be 16 in April so I'm excited for that.
2. China tour ! This year as part of my Mandarin studies I will be going to China in April, although it seems like a lot of CAS work and not as much freedom as the previous years China tour I'm sure it will still be fun :)

Well a short update about the holidays, started playing a bit of League, lvl 22 in about 2ish months, holidays are damn boring sometimes... but schools beginning so I have to stop playing too much haha, did a bunch of holiday homework, went out and watch a bunch of movies, school in about 4 hours.

Happy stuff :)

idk how to end so baibai. :)

p.s. I bet I will regret sounding like I missed school, cos school is gay.

New years resolution!

Hi lovelies,

Today I have decided to make a post with all my new years resolutions, but first a bit about the year 2013.

So I moved to a new school, Queensland Academy, this year was a pain in all honesty. There was a lot of work I was really not prepared for however the year did end well I caught up with my cousins and some friends in Kuala Lumpur and did a lot of shopping hehe. :)

Alrighty down to the resolutions in no order of importance just things I would like to achieve this year :)

1. No more procrastinating. Ok, I don't really mean this because everyone procrastinates at one time or another, but this year I plan to procrastinate a lot less. So sitting down and focusing, no social media etc. For at least 2 hours every night.

2. Stop being so mean to myself. For that matter I think that we should all be a little kinder to ourselves. We say a lot of mean things to ourselves that we might not say to anyone else. So I reckon a little more positivity could do me well!

3. Learn something new. Recently I've been getting into some shitty moods where I kind of just feel completely useless and pointless, and I thought I could really just sit here and moap about it or try to learn something new. It doesn't have to be something ridiculously life changing but I want to learn something new. :)

4. Meet new people. This speaks for itself. New friendships and relationships all start with a hello.

5. Stop being so shallow. Everyone is beautiful in their own special way.

6. Make at least one person smile each day. People are such precious things and everyone has their own set of problems and they won't always be happy. I want to strive to make at least one person smile each day.

7. Going on the last point, be less of a people pleaser. I'm already not much of a people pleaser sometimes, however I have to realize that sometimes I can't please some people, they just aren't going to like what I do.

8. Though I say I want to be less of a people pleaser, I want to be nicer to people, or at least more polite to people. I think I can be a bit harsh sometimes, I think being a bit nicer to people could do me some good. :)

9. Conquer a fear. Specifically fear of failure. Trying is better than not doing anything at all. They say that when we are old?? Old?? hehe, we regret the things we didn't do more than the things we do do? hehe. So I want to try more things, similar to learning a new skills.

10. Do the most important things first. We tend to do things which are less important or urgent, but if we constantly fill our lives with less important things we won't have time for all the important things. 

11. Draw more, paint more, write more. Use my imagination and let my creativity run wild and learn to express myself in different ways.

12. Stop giving so many fucks about what people think. If they want to be a bitch let them, its none of my business. I am me and this is how I do my own shit. Don't like it. Don't look at me.

hmm. I think this is it for now. It's page two of three hundred and sixty five. I'm going to make it count. 

Happy Merry New Year my little teacups. 

Side note: I feel like some of this stuff seems a lil hypocritical or odd to be paired up with but eh. I know what I want to do and I'll try my hardest to make it happen :)